It's alright, It's okay, there's something to live for, Jesus told me so!

So if you don't know the quote, you have not seen American Movie often enough. Okay, so I am trying to get the hang of this blogging thing, and if it were not for my wonderful fiancee I would have no picture for you to look at. Speaking of that beautiful love of my life, I have added a link to her blog which is far more interesting than mine, I guarantee it. I have also added a link to her website which is really cool if you have not checked it our recently, she is always updating it. Finally, I just have to give a shout out to Sar for being so cool and being the best partner I could ever hope for!!
So, I was thinking about this, and looking at blogs I know about (also, you should note the link to Erin's blog whom I was just trying to leave a comment on that got me into all of this!) and I think that it will be difficult for me to post messages so often, but I am going to try and leave long tiraeds every so often. I'm sure that my viewing audience will appreciate this. Yeah, right.
Whatever, I just kind of dig the idea that I could post pics and messages for whomever to check out whenever they want. Like, Erin probably doesn't know I have dreads again, and will be surprised to see that pick of me in Austin. She might check that out and say "Whoa! What's that crazy Cale doing nowadays?!?!" Or my dad might feel like this a cool way to read about what's going on for me, and be happy to see those pics and be like "Hey, this is way better than trying to setup some kind fo video conferencing thing!" But besides those reasons, there are things I want to talk about and people who I neglect to call that NEED TO BE INFORMED!!!
Another example, I told very few people that Sarah and I are engaged, and this may be the way they find out (Oh yeah, Erin, Sarah and I are engaged!) and I don't mean to be such a punk by not calling you and telling you personally, but I got a little overwhelemed with those announcement type thingies. "Congradulations! You must be so excited!" "Yeah, we're both really excited, it's really cool." "So when is it going to be? Where will you have it?" "You know, we don't really know yet, probably next summer, and it's definately going to be in California." Then there is the akward pause when the other person is waiting to find out if they are going to be invited to it, or for some that awkward question "So let me know when it is, so I can be sure to get the time off." when really, all we want is a very small wedding, with only people that know us and love us.
I don't know, people, I just want to be with the woman I love for the rest of my life, and this whole wedding thing has always been a mystery to me. I've been to too many weddings of people I know and love and looked around and saw that I didn't know anyone else there. That doesn't seem right to me. I think that the idea of a wedding SHOULD include your community and the people that you care about and love, but the fact is, a lot of the people that would expect to be invited to my wedding have no idea who I am, nor do they care to know much about me. "I don't think I like people period, you guys are okay, I'm just trying to be honest about being a misanthrope." [Dazed and Confused] My point is, I'm sorry if I didn't call you, but if you are reading this, than most likely you klnow me well enough to know that I meant to, but I just didn't. I still love you.
I really need to change my tone here, I think I started to get cranky. I hadn't eaten much today, so I'm going to do that now. I'll write some more later.