Who knows?

Here I am again, trying to learn more about the blogging lifestyle, trying to add a little picture to todays post, and it just doesn't seem to want to work for me. My computer is seemingly falling apart at the seams though, so I won't be too shocked if it doesn't work. In other news, I am losing my voice which makes it all the more interesting to try expressing myself without verbal communication. It occurs to me that I haven't lived with Sar and lost my voice before. It's difficult, I think, because I realize that there are so many things that I say or noises I make to communicate my love and affection, that I just can't do now. Besides the more recent love songs I've been playing for her, there have always been laughs, chuckles, hums and singing that go into our everyday lives that are reduced to chirps, gurgles, and the occasional toady grunt. And that's when it's going good! My voice hurt so bad last night I tried not talking, and all I could do was made up southern accent sign language for what I wanted to say. That met with mixed results, but overwhelmingly frustrated communications for your truly. What is Cale trying to say?
Who knows?